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June 21, 2011 | 12:02 PM |

25 Day Challenge: Day 2

2. if you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?



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March 31, 2011 | 08:35 PM |

This song describes me in a completely different way than the video. I am currently going through the most heartbreaking pain I have ever gone through in a relationship. And by not explaining how I feel, I lost myself somewhere. I lost everything about me. I think what hurts the most is he lost himself somewhere as well, and I have no idea who he is anymore. He is not the guy I used to love. Which is safe to say that I do not love him because of who he has become. I completely miss everything about him. 

March 31, 2011 | 08:09 PM |

25 Day Challenge: Day 1

1. how old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?

This is actually a funny one to answer, because no one really knows how old I am. I’m 20 years old, but i look like i’m 16 or younger I suppose. I honestly wish I could go back and be 17 again. I felt that Junior year of High School I knew who I was, I knew who I was becoming, and I knew the people around me. Everything was in place and I didn’t have anything to worry about. I miss that moment in my life where everyone I loved was right there and there were no struggles. At 17, I was truly at peace with life. Growing up has forced me with reality and pain. My heart aches every day and I’m not sure where I am going anymore. Growing up really is hard to do. :/ 

March 31, 2011 | 08:02 PM |

it’s been too long.

it’s been way too long since i’ve been on this thing. i am convinced that school runs my life and i am so worn out throughout the week that i don’t have some time for myself. so i am determined to write on here every day as a breather. to make posts more consistent i found a few day challenge things that aren’t just one word answers. so here’s to the first one, wish me luck :)

25 Day Challenge #1
1. how old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?
2. if you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?
3. is it possible to lie without saying a word?
4. if not now, then when?
5. what would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
6. are you holding onto something that you need to let go of?
7. have you done anything lately worth remembering?
8. who do you love? what are you doing about it?
9. when is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just do what you know is right?
10. do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength?
11. would you break the law to save a loved one?
12. when you’re older, what will matter to you the most?
13. do you ask enough questions? or do you settle for what you know?
14. do you celebrate the things you do have?
15. when it’s all said and done will you have said more than you’ve done?
16. when was the last time you tried something new?
17. which activities make you lose track of time?
18. if you could do it all over again, would you change anything?
19. what is the difference between living and existing?
20. if you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?
21. if you had to teach something, what would you teach?
22. time or money?
23. are you aware that someone has it worse than you?
24. what makes you smile?
25. what would you regret not fully doing, being, or having in your life?

August 26, 2010 | 11:48 PM |
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i cannot believe that our one year is just a few weeks away. part of me is in awe that it’s come by so quickly, yet the other part of me is shocked that it hasn’t been longer than what it is. you are indeed my best friend, my love, my hero, and definitely my home :)

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
back and forth
if my heart was a compass you’d be north
risk it all cuz i’ll catch you if you fall
wherever you go…
if my heart was a house you’d be home :) 

May 16, 2010 | 06:45 PM |
preview of the photoshoot :)

preview of the photoshoot :)

January 27, 2010 | 09:33 PM | 3 notes
thats me and him, no lie :]

thats me and him, no lie :]

January 11, 2010 | 07:40 PM |

its instinct <3 (falling asleep with him is the best)

  • him: did you hear me say "i love you" and give you kisses in the middle of the night?
  • me: you did? :)
  • him: yeah, you said it back every time.
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